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Today was my first day alone without Jack here-he had to go to work.� I was lonely.� I�stayed in bed till after 10-I�never do that.� But I�did get out and go to Rome to eat lunch with him.� Got a little sad on my way back from lunch with him-I�didnapos;t want him to go back to work.�
Then I went to Walmart to get the tires rotated on the Taco (its only 1.50 per tire there...the dealer wants $10 per tire) I�got invites for Samapos;s baby shower-I�know at first i thought I wasnapos;t going to be able to do it, but sheapos;s one of my best friends, and I�LOVE�throwing parties for babies...even before theyapos;re born. Baby showers are more fun to throw and cheaper than throwing bridal showers. Anyhow,�I�got cute little boy invites cause sheapos;s having a boy in December.� I�avoided the baby section like the plague-I�couldnapos;t stand going over there and looking at things-even for her baby-right now.� In a couple weeks I�will be able to deal with buying Austin (thatapos;s going to be his name) baby stuff...just not right now.� I donapos;t want to cry in Walmart�

I�think Iapos;m doing okay.� I�am not going back to work on Friday.� I am too emotionally up and down for that-trying to deal with work and my emotions would be too much right now.� Monday will be a better day for me to go back.� It was good to get out of the house and drive myself around today anyhow.� I�didnapos;t realize how TIRED�I�would be after that procedure.� I am a bit scared of what my copays are going to be...I�hope that I�get some benefit from AFLAC.�

Well, Ihave to get doing homework and watch the debate.�
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